IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYWHERE I LOOK AROUND HERE PEOPLE STILL HAVE THEIR CHRISTMAS LIGHTS UP. THE REASON FOR THAT IS OF COURSE ALL THE SNOW. MOST OF US CAN'T GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO THE SIDES OF THE HOUSE TO REACH UP, LET ALONE HAVE ROOM TO SET UP A LADDER.BUT LOOK AT IT THIS WAY, WE'RE ALREADY AHEAD FOR NEXT YEAR, AND WE CAN JUST TURN THEM ON FOR EASTER, MEMORIAL DAY, 4TH OF JULY, LABOR DAY, THANKSGIVING, ETC.


CHRISTMAS The sheperds were watching on that glorious night
They were all looking up and saw that wondrous light
Oh, I fear that today we stay inside too much
where we can't see God's heaven, watching TV
Oh, such a great blessing awaits
like in days past and old
if we just look for angels!
When the wise men were told to go follow the star they did not say,
"Why me?
I need to have proof he will be there!"
I see that they went and they did not ask others
"How far?"
They followed the light of that bright morning star
All wise men still seek him!
I'm sure this is so
and if you but reach out
He will be there
I know
.

DECEMBER 24TH


"tis the day before Christmas and all through the house

the shopping is finished

except for my spouse who refuses to think ahead

(hoping perhaps he will die)

or some other disaster will cause Santa to NOT fly

through the sky

But alas!

no great thing materializes and now he is writing down

everyone's sizes and he stops at the bank

uses his magic card in the slot, where a lot of bills appear


It's so hard

to believe that old Santa, all year, fills his sleigh

when the man in my life waits

'til the VERY last day!

*

I suppose it's the parable, though it's terrible to say

Five virgins were ready while the rest were at play

or at work or too busy

or they just procrastinated

but

life would be more peaceful! if they just hadn't waited!

but I fear

it'll be the same thing next year!

*

I wrote this little poem a lot of years ago, about the husband of one of my daughters (who shall remain nameless) but I think every family has at least one person who puts it off til the last minute. We love them anyway!

We just got home from Boise (again) where Dee saw his surgeon. Actually, we saw him for less than 5 minutes, he took out one stitch, pronounced the incision in a great state of healing, and said have a good life. Keep up the walking for 6 more weeks.

We are so grateful to him and all the other people at St. Luke's hospital for the wonderful care , and to Medicare and Lifewise for covering the entire bill of $10,430.00 except$ 5.62 which we have to pay.

Going to Boise is always fun because it includes time with Elaine's family.Nicole and Kelsey are home from college in Logan, Krista is delighted to have a vacation from school, and kindergarten is a new adventure for Colton. Thanks also to David who drives us through thick and thin, clear roads and snow. We got home to about 4 new inches, on top of what we already had, so it's a white Christmas for us.



Boy, do I remember lots of cold Christmases. We used to wake up at the crack of dawn, or before, and it would be HOURS before you'd hear anyone downstairs move. I could never understand why parents could sleep in on Christmas Day
#
One of the kids would hop up and run down stairs to see if we could get up (we knew they'd say no, and they did.)

"Wait until I get the fire made , it's too cold" my Dad always said, Boy, as if we cared!

It was never too cold for Christmas!
'cause Christmas is inside
It's in the eyes of little kids all shining
open wide as you sit on the floor and count the presents
"and this one is for Lou
and this one is for me, and this one
this one is for you
but you can't have it yet, you have to wait"
and that's the hardest thing
The waiting 'til it's time to see what Christmas day will bring
and so we went back up to bed and waited and waited and waited, and talked about what we hoped to get. and then, when we couldn't wait one minute longer, we'd all ( my three sisters and me) get up and try again, sneak down stairs and peek in to see if the tree was still there. Maybe we'd catch a glimpse of a bike or some dolls. There were always dolls, with four girls.
We didn't dare go in or it might ruin the surprise, so we'd run back upstairs and jump under the covers (because it really was cold down there!) and talk about what we'd seen! Our dream was coming true, Christmas was almost here!
#
"It's Christmas! time to get up!" my Dad called and this time when we got to the bottom of the stairs, there was the tree, with lights sparkling, and my mom in a chair holding the baby, and my Dad in his robe smiling and it really WAS Christmas!
and the house was still cold
and we didn't even care!

I just can't resist posting this photo that a friend sent me last year. So tired!

*

We are brimming over with Christmas
Spirit spreads across the floor
and reaches out to lighted trees
and then
it starts to soar toward the neighbor's house
and down the yard and all the way to town
*
Once the spirit starts to grow it cannot be held down
but I will need to keep a bit for me
a leavening to share
so others, seeing, will feel the love
of Christmas everywhere
and it will start to grow, inside of them
and spread out far and wide
*
Look out for the Christmas Spirit!
It's impossible to hide!
*
"Know ye not that a little leaven leaveneth the whole lump?"
1 Cor. 5:6
*

Seems as if winter has finally arrived her in Oregon, and boy is it cold. 14"s and counting. Since we haven't decided if we are going to put up a tree this year, I went back and found a few of Colton and I finding our Christmas tree in 2006. He was so cute, just like a kid in a candy store.





Here is our first Christmas card of the season
Riley Fuller, daughter of Jake and Jana
and
one of our great-great grand daughters
Isn't she a beauty?

SANTA AND THE SLEEPING BAGS I wonder if Christmas will ever arrive?
said Daniel to Joseph, who wasn't quite five
"We've been waiting so long!" Joseph said to his Dad
"This is the longest wait I've ever had!"
*
They had baked lots of cookies and cleaned up their mess
and helped Mommy shop and they bought a cute dress
to give Kimberly, they'd wrapped it up in a box
along with a pair of bright yellow long sox
*
They had helped carry wood that they'd need for a fire
They even helped Daddy outside change a tire
and they'd run out of things, and it was quarter 'til two
Now the day was half left and there was nothing to do!
*
"Hey, Mom, I've got a great new idea!" said Dan
"Do you think that maybe tonight Joseph and I can
get our sleeping bags out and sleep there on the floor?
and when Santa comes by and he opens the door
*
we'll peek out and we'll watch him sort out all the toys
We won't say a word and we won't make a noise
Please Mom, please?"
*
"Well," answered Mother, "I'll admit it sounds fun
and I must say it's something that's never been done
and if, by some miracle, Santa you see
you must promise tomorrow that you will tell me"
*
The night was so cold that they started a fire
before they got in their sleeping bags to retire
*
Now somewhere along about quarter past three
Joseph woke up! What a sight he did see!
Instead of eight reindeer wll pulling a sleigh
he was just one small angel directing the way
*
It seems the reindeer had retired and old Santa had chose
to buy a new 4x4 to replace the red nose of old Rudolph
and he hired an angel to drive through the night
with a light which would help him arrive
*
But now Santa was tired after all his preparing
and he was alseep resting up for the sharing ahead
and then Joseph gave Daniel a shake and said
"Listen quick
Daniel! Are you awake?
Can you hear angels singing, 'cause it's Christmas day
In fact, I just saw one! outside, pulling Santa's sleigh!"
*
Well now, Daniel was sleepy, in fact he was so tired
he thought Joseph was nuts! at least a little un-wired
or else he had been dreaming, and yet, Daniel knew
that somewhere, real soft, he could hear singing too
*
and it made him feel happy and all warm inside
so Daniel got up and pushed the window open wide
and right there on the lawn on that bright Christmas day
was an ANGEL with Santa asleep in the sleigh
*
They were both so amazed at seeing that 4x4
they got back in their sleeping bags there on the floor
and they went back to sleep just as fast as they could
and soon they were asleep
*
They were being so good that they didn't SEE Santa
open his pack of toys
and they didn't HEAR Santa, 'cause he doesn't make noise
because Santa is magic! like the great Christmas Spirit
and you cannot see it and no one can hear it
*
but you know when it's present 'cause it's felt in the air
All the people are smiling and there's love everywhere
but
they both heard the angel that pulled Santa's sleigh
'cause she sang about heaven on that Christmas day
and about Baby Jesus and that holy night
when the stable was filled with the glorious light
*
and that people, on Christmas, should all share their love
just like Baby Jesus when He came from above
*
Well, the next day when Daniel and Joseph awoke
CHRISTMAS HAD COME!
somehow neither one spoke
because wonderful happenings and beautiful things
are too special to tell
like an angel who sings
*
but forever young Joseph and Daniel would say
that an angel had sung to them
that Christmas day
and forever they'd think of old Santa's arriving
that day in the sleigh
that an angel was driving!

PEACE ON EARTH TIME

You know, Jacob tipped over the Christmas tree it happens at least once a year If we didn't have little problems like that we wouldn't know Christmas is near

and when that tree fell, we said, oh, well and set it up straight 'cause this is the season we all love,we don't ever hate, all through December days we sing God's praise

The feeling's divine.... We listen to hear the angels sing, it's peace on earth time.You know, when we're out shopping the bell ringers ring the sound makes our hearts open wide

We reach in our pockets and get out our change, and we feel God's love deep inside...It's a feeling called Christmas, when children just can't wait

to look for the reindeer "can we please stay up late on Christmas eve?"Our hearts are full of love, the feeling's divine, we listen to hear the angels sing

it's peace on earth time


Happy Sunday! Every day gets better and better here. Dee felt good yesterday, thanks to a phone call from Mark and a letter from Karen. The best part of family is keeping in touch, as you all know

A note from the Petersons says they are still working their way through Marge's illness from the stroke in 2007. Everything just takes too long, especially after she had a fall, but with Lyle there tending, like Dee and I illness brings you closer, and you remember how grateful you are to have each other.

Today is fast Sunday and I'll miss giving my testimony, but if I did I'd say how grateful I am for Heavenly Father's care. I belong to the greatest and truest church in the world today, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Love to everyone, have a nice day.

WASHINGTON D.C. TEMPLE




One of my favorite Christmas seasons was spent when Dee and I were serving a mission in the temple in Washington D.C. We were there from November 1992 until 1994, which meant we had two seasons there.


Besides the thousands of lights all over the grounds, we had a great program every night in the visitors center. One year there were many, many trees all decorated by different wards which the large crowds loved. The next year the display included nativity scenes from all over the world. Dee and I got to work in the center some nights, greeting the people, and just mingling, taking in the joy of the season.

Outside was a living manger scene, using local missionaries. Wonderful season!


It was just such a privilege for us to serve a mission there, and be in the temple every day.
Especially for me, working as secretary on the 6th floor was my favorite thing. Being around all those great men who were sealers, and scheduling marriage sealings, and just being there to feel the spirit. One of the best parts was watching the little children come up all dressed in white, ready to become a part of an eternal family. We loved that mission.

SIXTH FLOOR
I love to roam the hallways
why I do is not quite clear
I seldom will see anyone
I'm sure no voice I'll hear
It feels good to sit in darkened room
See self reflected in the glass
and at the spirit's touch
I step aside and let it pass



CHRISTMAS


The shepherds were watching on that glorious night

They were all looking up and saw that wondrous light

Oh, I fear that today we stay inside too much

where we can't see God's heaven, watching TV

Oh,

such a great blessing awaits, like in days past and old

if we just look for angels!

When the wise men were told to go follow the star

they did not say, "Why me?

I need to have proof He will be there!"

I see that they went and they did not ask others

"How far?"

They followed the light of that bright morning star

All wise men still seek him

I'm sure this is so

and if you but reach out he will be there!

I know!

December 5th, 2008

SANTA WHO?
Just who is this old man who wears the same clothes?
each time that we see him? Just who do you suppose
gets up early to see that the suit, furry red
is all pressed, clean and ready
and the reindeer are fed?
*
and who helps the elves pack up all of the toys
keeping quiet, 'cause Santa can't sleep through the noise?
and who do you think packs a blanket and lunch
to keep out the cold wind and feed this whole bunch?
*
They say that a wonderful woman you'll find
behind every man.......I hope Santa won't mind
if the day after Christmas she sleeps in, you see
She'll be simply worn out! Just like you and like me!

Just look at him! He's so handsome and looks so good!Grandpa Dee is just recovering beautifully. He'll be good as new by Christmas, so come on over and visit.

December 6th

A NEW BABY JESUS

Last year here in LaGrande someone stole the baby Jesus. Right out of his manger, on Christmas eve. The Lady of the Valley Catholic Church had a nativity scene for many years, which they displayed all of December. And now the baby was gone


Many people in town wondered how they could help, but a group of youth from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day-Saints moved right in and did something about it. They began raising money to purchase a new baby Jesus figure.


*The LDS youth and their adult leaders collected 2,000 pop cans, enough to buy a new baby for $120.00. So this year, 2008, on Christmas eve, the baby Jesus will be right back where He belongs, in the manger with Mary and Joseph. Wise men still seek him, and we all should be wise.

WHAT I NEED


I guess what I really want is to know

I am loved, when I'm no one at all

No one important and no one who's special

like Cinderella after the ball

#

and I need to be liked when I feel like doing nothing!

When I just want to sit and not read

and maybe just stare into space and not think

#

You know, I guess what I most need

is to just know that you

you and God

think I'm wonderful

and I'll think the same about you

To know someone still loves me

anyway

when I'm nobody with nothin' to do

#

It seems to me that everyone now days uses the computer or some other machine to communicate with each other. I for one like a real letter, on paper, I need something to hold in my hand, and re-read later on, especially on a day when I don't get any other mail. My Dad used to say, "It's just as good to get out an old letter and re-read it. A real thing, that you can feel, then store away for another day, when you're feeling alone." I'm afraid that our thoughts, our inner thoughts that we don't say out loud, but only write down, will be lost to future generations. That will be a sad thing.


EPISTLE: in it's best sense is more than a letter
It is a formal TEACHING INSTRUMENT
+
An epistle can be pondered
and perused
When it's re-read it will be remembered
Many things that I have said
go in one ear and out the other
Most men hear just what they choose to
I prefer to write it down
when I have some good news to share with others
bits of praise or a suggestion that could improve
Once a thing is written down and read
you can't remove it from your mind
and oh, I find I love so much to get a letter
It tells me someone knows I'm here!
and life seems so much better

He only asks that I do my best
and then God says
He'll do the rest
in earth's great test
Thanks, Heavenly Father

SURGERY SUCCESS!!!

Dee was only in surgery for 3 hours, and things went really well. Dr. said his heart is great, just the valve was bad. Five days in the hospital, a few days at Elaine's in Boise, where we also celebrated Thanksgiving with the Rudds, the Brian Fullers, and the Hill family from Idaho Falls.

Here we have Dee showing Colton how the breathing instrument works, to keep the lungs clear. On the back of the couch is Sir. Koff-a-lot, his bear friend to hold to his chest when he coughed, to protect the incision. I was going to show you that, but Dee vetoed that one.

This of course was our first glimpse of Dee after the surgery, in the ICU So many machines !
and lots of tubes. The 'rule book' said 5 to 7 days in the hospital, and we got out on the 5th day. Hooray!!! He was more than ready to vacate that place. No sunshine and fresh air.

This is Karen's family, plus David and us. It was really nice that
they could come for a couple of days. Family cheers up
sick people.
Now we're home, safe and sound, and we have 4-6 weeks to slow down the pace of life and let the body heal. All in all, he's just done really really good, and with December here, we can just kick back and enjoy the winter.
Thanks to everyone for the prayers, that's why he got through the hard part so fast.
Most of all, thanks to the Rudds, especially Elaine who went above and beyond to make our stay comfortable, especially considering she and Curt both had colds.
The Doctor said it will probably add 15 years onto his life. Dee's not sure he wants to be 90!










Today is Thursday the 20th of November. Dad had his surgery yesterday in Boise, and is doing well. He is still in the cardio ICU and will probably be there for another day. He was awake and had the air tube out within about four hours after the surgery. We were told that we were only allowed to have one visitor at a time every hour for 10 minutes. Today Mom and David went to the Hospital and were told they could stay as long as they wanted. So of course mom did. I am sure that is where she is supposed to be. More later!

Elaine

This is our newest great grandson. # 11! Drew Bradley Hill born on 11-11-2008.


We've seen the popcorn poem long enough! Time to send out a big hug!
Big change in our life this week, we're heading for Boise, where Dee will be having open heart surgery on Wednesday. We were anxious, very anxious, but after having 3 blessings, we're on our way. I'll keep you posted

PARABLE OF THE POPCORN

"Behold, at the time of the harvest, the ears of corn did bring forth kernals which were dried and prepared for the popper's hand. And then it was that the popper did take the kernals, all of which appeared alike unto him, and did apply the oil and the heat. And it came to pass that when the heat was on, some did explode with promise and did magnify themselves an hundred fold, and some did burst forth with whiteness which did both gladden the eye and satisfy the taste of the popper. And likewise, some others did pop, but not too much"

"But lo, there were some that did just lie there and even though the popper's heat was alike unto all, they did bask in the warmth of the oil and kept everything they had for themselves. And so it came to pass that those which had given of themselves did bring joy and delight to many munchers, but those which kept of the warmth and did not burst forth were fit only to be cast out into the pail and were thought of with hardness and disgust"

"And thus we see that in the beginning all appear alike, but when the heat is on, some come forth and give their all, while others fail to pop and become as chaff to be discarded and forgotten."

Each day we find ourselves faced with the decision of how well we will perform. Our superiors apply the "heat" of the assignment and expect us to yield our best. We can choose to give our all and bring satisfactory results. We can hold back some of what we should give and feel regrets and lack of fulfillment. Or we can choose to do little or nothing and eventually be thrown out.

The choice is ours each day. How you "pop" determines where you end up in the bowl.



OH, SING THE SONG OF FALL
Summer's surely gone
the kids head for the yellow bus
and mother settles back
and for a few hours
there's no fuss
and when she cleans the house
it stays that way
and the telephone stops it's ringing
and Mother is the master of the house
Oh, hear her singing!
and for lunch she'll have a ham croissant
instead of peanut butter
There's nothing on the floor that
she might trip on
that will cut her
No one leaves the door ajar to let in all the flies
Oh! sing the song of fall!
when very early kids arise and leave!
don't grieve! they'll soon return
you barely blink! the clock says three
and they'll come trooping in
but now
THIS HOUSE BELONGS TO ME!
and I can take a bath and I can laugh
Of fall we sing this song
All day I can stay at home
Alone! where I belong!
Oh, sing the song of fall
when the kids are gone
a glorious sight!
but don't forget, they'll all be coming
back again tonight
but that's all right

AN OREGON OCTOBER

If other people can't come out with me, I'll just have to bring this wonderful autumn day in to them. I walked out toward the burn barrel, and scuffed my way through the piles of dry crackly leaves clustered under the tree, out by the weathered picnic table David make for us in years past.

Piles of leaves, and suddenly childhood settles in on me again. I loved walking to school in Baker. Two and a half blocks and I was there. No long drives or bus rides like now.

This is probably just about the best feeling October day in my life. I'm not sure there haven't been a lot of days just like this, but I've never felt one like I feel this one. The sky is pure blue---not a whisp of cloud anywhere, with just a ripple of wind, just enough to jar a few more leaves free. I watch them settle in around me.

How I liked to build leaf-houses when I was young. We had no TV to watch. No lessons to go to. Not even piano lessons yet. No little league or other sports, after school was over. The rest of the day after school was all mine.

My sisters and I would push the leaves with our feet, or maybe a rake, and build walls in our pretend house---a bedroom here, the kitchen there. A break in the leaves made a door you could walk through and you didn't even have to close it, because it wasn't even there.

A big pile of leaves, all squared off, was just right. A bed of leaves to plop ourselves down in was prickly, as the dry leaf stems poked through our blouses, and we could lie there and look up and see the world. No ceiling, no walls to hold us in. Just us, and the world, and our imagination

The orchard today is a myriad of color....greens, orange, golds, reds. Every tree wears its own dress, with some leaves hanging on. They look like long rows of lovely ladies, all in their colored ball gowns, but with nowhere to go. But I can go anywhere I want, in my mind.

I'm in the white lawn chair. The sun is warm on my back. It's that wonderful warm kind of warm, that soaks inside, where it feels so good. I wonder if I'm too old to build a leaf house? we've had a lot of bees this year and wasps and some still buzz around me now.

I love it when Dee picks a pear and munches into it, the juice dripping from his chin. Carlo just came over to get a hug. All he need is a light pet on the head and now he's settled in. It's so good to just sit and feel, to feel how good the day feels, and how good I feel just being here.

In all of creation, I think where I am right now is best. Every day is beautiful, but some days are just more beautiful than other, and this is one of those.






I have to soak in all these last days of summer, so I'll have some warm in winter when it's cold. As I move my feet, shifting my position, I am surprised at the rustling sound. I guess nothing else in the world sounds like dry leaves on the ground, or in the tree over my head. Some of them are barely hanging on. In fact, there, some just lost their grip and floated down to join the others.
This is also the season for fruit flys, with all the ripe apples and pears in the garage, getting ready for canning. We have a bumper crop this year, with plenty to share. In all of creation I think where I am right now is best. Every day is beautiful, but some days are just more beautiful than others and this is one of those.
When I get back to heaven and they say "pick out your favorite day"
I'd pick today, right now, right here. This is just a really good feeling day.
There are millions of teeny tiny bugs in the air. They are so small I can barely see them except when I stop and really look. That's the trouble with the world today. People don't take time to look. The sun is lower in the sky now. I hear someone running a saw over on Starr Lane, getting wood ready for winter.
The best part of today was when Dee took a picture of me laying in a pile of leaves
so I could be a child again, my inner child that is always there,
and only comes out on days like this one.
The seasons flood together. They said on the radio it's time to do Christmas shopping, but first comes Halloween. I pull a leaf out of my hair. Back in the house. I don't feel like doing anything yet, so I'll just sit here by the window and watch the leaves in the front yard, as they drift themselves off the tree onto the ground.
Maybe I'll just go outside, and build one more leaf house before October in Oregon becomes only a memory. But sometimes a memory is as good as being there. No, I think I'll just sit here, watching and feeling good. What a great day this is!

Tomorrow Dee and I are heading off for a few days at Seaside
with Linn and his family. It is about 6 hours away. The Oregon coast
is usually not that warm, and the water is downright cold,
but lying around in a posh hotel sounds good to me.
So we'll see you when we get back.
Your friend















A nice weekend. Brian and Bobbi, James and Jessica came over to watch conference. We also had a fun trip to cut wood, even though there was a slight drizzle. So we brought our chicken picnic home to eat. Conference was really good! as always

I stole these nice photos from daughter Elaine's blog. Nicole and Kelsey were home from college, and it was time to update the family pictures for the scrapbook. She is amazing with a camera. Great looking family. CURT AND ELAINE



ELAINE, CURT, KELSEY
COLTON, KRISTA AND NICOLE.
Since they live in Boise, we don't get to see them too much. They used to have their horses here, and dropped in. Then Dee went to Boise for doctor visits, but now we all stay home.
We miss them!

*


In my garden are many flowers, perennials planted there.
who will be coming back next year with very little care
but this year I have tended Grandkids
I watched and helped them grow
Will they be coming back next year? You never really know
and so
I've watered them and fed them
and wiped a lot of noses
the future generations
much more valuable than roses


A flash from the past, this is Kelsey and Nicole Rudd, Elaine's girls
who are right now attending college in Logan. Time goes too fast!










THE LITTLE BOY
by Helen E. Buckley

Once a little boy went to school
He was quite a little boy
And it was quite a big school
But when the little boy
found that he could go to his room
by walking right in from the door outside
He was happy. And the school did not seem
quite so big any more .

One morning,
when the little boy had been in school awhile
the teacher said:

"Today we are going to make a picture"
"Good!" thought the little boy.
He liked to make pictures.
He could make all kinds:
Lions and tigers, chickens and cows trains and boats
And then he took out his box of crayons
and began to draw.

But the teacher said: "Wait!It is not time to begin"
and she waited until everyone looked ready.

"Now" said the teacher,
"We are going to make flowers"
"Good!" thought the little boy.
He liked to make flowers,
and he began to make beautiful ones
with his pink and orange and blue crayons.

But the teacher said, "Wait
and I will show you how"
and she drew a flower on the blackboard.
It was red, with a green stem
"There" said the teacher. "Now you may begin"

The little boy looked at the teacher's flower
Then he looked at his own flower
He liked HIS flower better than the teacher's flower.
but he did not say this
He just turned his paper over and made a flower like the teacher's
It was red with a green stem

On another day when the little boy had opened
the door from outside all by himself, the teacher said:
"Today we are going to make something with clay"
"Good" thought the littleboy. He liked clay
He could make all kinds of things with clay
Snakes and snowmen, elephants and mice, cars and trucks
and he began to pull and pinch his ball of clay.

But the teacher said, "Wait! It's not time to begin!"
then theteacher said: "We are going to make a dish"
"Good!" thought the little boy, and he began to
make some that were all shapes and sizes.

But the teacher said, "Wait! and I will show you how"
And she showed everyone how to make one deep dish.
"There, Now you may begin"

The little boy looked at the teacher's dish, then his own.
He liked HIS dish better than theteacher's but he
did not say this.

Pretty soon the little boy learned to wait and to watch
and to make things like the teacher
and pretty soon he didn't make things
of his own anymore.

Now it happened that the little boy and his family
moved to another house, in another city
and the little boy went to another school

This school was even Bigger than the other one
and there was no door from the outside into his room

And the very first day he was there, the teacher said:
"Today we are going to make a picture"

"Good!" thought the little boy, and he waited
for the teacher to tell him what to do.
But the teacher didn't say anything.
She just walked around the room

When she came to the little boy she said,
"Don't you want to make a picture?"
"Yes" the little boy said
"What are we going to make?"
"I don't know until you make it"
"How shall I make it? asked the little boy
"Why any way and color you like" she said
"If everyone made the same picture,
and used the same colors
How would I know who made what,
and which was which "
"I don't know," said the little boy
and he began to make pink and orange
and blue flowers.

He liked his new school
Even if it didn't have a door.
Right in from the outside!



I never had a Grandma who'd come stay
when I was small
One who'd give me hugs and tell me
stories about all the things
my mother used to do

Oh, Grandma!
Why'd you have to go
before I even got to earth?
I'd wanted so to grow up knowing you
I do not like God's plan, I never got to be your little girl
my Grandma's girl that was a part of me
in pre-existant days
Oh, Grandma, could you reach down for a minute and just give me a little hug?
I'd feel the love that's in it cross the border
Oh, I know the veil of life is wafer thin
Could you please hold your arms out
Grandma?
I need to come in and get a hug


The picture is of my Mother's mom, Elizabeth Maughan Haslam. They lived in a little town of Wellsville in Utah. She got sick during the great flu and died in 1918 at the age of 43. She left 8 young children.
The frame I got from a friend who was 82, and it belonged to her grandmother, so that's why it is so
beautiful. It's a treasure to me. I wish I'd known her.









PROCASTINATOR'S CREED
Knowing that procrastination is, at least in part, a matter of habit, I will do the following as a matter of breaking the procrastination habit:
I will make the bed as soon as it is empty
I will fill the ice tray immediatly and put it away
I will put the toilet paper on the roll before it is half gone
I will put away what I get out and will not say I will be using it again soon
I will handle the mail as soon as I pick it up and will not leave it in a pile
to consider later
I will hang up my clothes and put away my shoes as soon as they are off my body
I will be visually sensitive to anything out of place
I will remember those three tender little words:
DO IT NOW!
which my conscience whispers when I am tempted to procrastinate.
Yeah, right. The only one I really always do is make the bed the minute I get out of it. Dee can't understand why I have more than two pillows
but I think it's a girl thing.

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